in a week. I can not wait to get everything packed up and moved in. Ill miss my family but luckily they will be close by…but not too close. My roommate Wes and I have a lot of awesome plans for the apartment. I think this is the change I was looking for. It will help me grow up a little bit more and give me a taste of freedom. I cant wait for it!
2 The roses are dead
The violets estranged
Music is my mistress
And that won’t change
My first original song, Metropolis. Give it a view and maybe even a subscription! The most important thing is enjoy it!
1 find someone to do all the awesome things couples do. Go to the movies, grab some dinner, go bowling, sit around and enjoy each others company, and all the other things they do. The one thing I cant wait for is to have a true best friend again. Someone I can share things with that I cant share with anyone else, and vice versa. To be needed and wanted is such a foreign idea that I cant even remember how it feels anymore.
Less than 12 hours til I leave for my vacation. Hope it helps me shake this feeling of being completely alone. Ill get to see my two best friends who actually make me feel like I exist. It will be nice to have a little attention and have no identity in a new place.
I havent had a day where I didnt need to be somewhere by a certain time in almost 2 1/2 months. In that time I’ve only seen two of my close friends and the rest have seemed to disappear. Luckily I get a vacation for spring break and I get to go to Seattle. Im hoping it is the break I desperately need. Though Im thinking I wont want to come back..
“I miss the comfort of being sad,” Kurt Cobain
No truer words I can think of to explain life. Sad that his ended so short but not unexpected.
Happy birthday Kurt. You still live on today.
(via val-redhead)
